Monday, October 21, 2013

Achievements 16&171013


Gave her first big smile to grandpa on dad birthday!!! 161013
N gave me n hubby the 2nd big smile! 






1. Shook her head when ask "STILL WANT MILK? " Tested 5 times today 
2. Eat back n took her own pacifier today
3. Held her milk bottle by herself without my help

Monday, October 14, 2013

Photos on 14 oct
















This morning went to unstitch. Dr tham say everything v gd n Tt clots are out.

I really think my mil has tried her best give me foods Tt I dare eat n can pass out clots. Of cus, I also credit myself for pumping n nt eating anything forbidden . Seriously I wondered how I did that. Preg can't but confinement so far I hv no cravings AT ALL. In fact I enjoy all the food I nvr liked before. I think I'm too hungry n tired to choose. 

It's depressing today cos 2 things happened. I left hm for an hour to vent anger n shop for dad birthday. 

1. My mum actually caused me throw away a bottle of Bm because I suddenly realize n witness she nvr wash my pump set with detergent! OMG! No wonder it looked weird n dirty. Wasted n I pump b hard for this set. Really pissed with brainless peeps! 

2. The mil getting on my nerves. A swaddle with hat or not. My bb already got strength wriggle out even if v tightly swaddled. 3rd time since Chloe HM, I caught her 3rd time almost suffocated. Crying n v scared. N mil could laugh it off!!! I cannot tolerate repeated mistakes!!  

Either my hormones changing or I really cannot tolerate anymore. My tears seem to flow ultra easily lately. 





Dear baby, 
Ur my motivation. I will not fall.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Baby Chloe 12&13 oct

Milking for my love 081013

Mummy diary day 3.

Today I have successfully walk to proven doc I really want to go home. 

Because staying in hosp causes trouble n Axiety to my family . N exp. N since I can't take any medi, n not much help from nurses, what for? 

Took a bet n really went home with my healthy n chubby Chloe who passed her hearing test, did bcg n passed jaundice test at 7.9/10. It's slightly higher so I'm going sunbathe her still for a week at least. 

She came home crying a lot n we realize she isn't hungry! She didn't poo too. 

Wad went wrong? 
She had monkey red asses!!! 
Duno allergic to huggies or the nurses didn't change him! Cos the diaper started to stink abit only after we open it. Got abit urine . Desitin n mil came to the rescue! 


Much as I dislike my mil's non stop talking n yakking n kpkb, but I know she really cares n doing her best for us. Thank u! 





Spam of day 3 pics: 
Lesson learnt when hm- 
A man must be taught heavy lessons before he pays attention n rem all his wife 'a words. Haha! So being crippled, I finally "died" in room unable help anymore with hubby by 4. He had to think n do everything himself as mummy was too busy cooking!! N in the end, he mastered how to make milk, feed milk , burp, hoax n carry baby!!! Love u hubby! 



N baby Chloe seem to have my eyes? Yet has double/hidden double eyelids like her dad!!! Her hair n lashes n nails are growing fast! N beautiful like daddy too!! 
I really love how my wish came true n that my girl is so cute n beautiful n healthy. Thank u baby for surviving! 

At 5am now on 7/10/13, I'm feeling really thankful that my baby sleeps thru the night peacefully n everyone seem to have settled down after a busy day 1 home. As for me, I seem to have engorged breasts think I too greedy pump too much. N having pain esp at vagina area. N arms n spine feeling dislocated. It's really tough to Slp. I'm so daring I even cross leg slept left awhile, right awhile. 

N then wake up whining still. Didn't help in ease pain. Lol