Learn to ride! 2years 4mo

On this day, baby officially knows how to ride a bicycle! It's astonishing cos she is lazy n refuse to learn! Suddenly she just hop on n ride like a pro! Can go forward backward somemore! 

N she learnt to put in ABC into right places on her toy mat and also pronounced almost all of them correctly. On some days she will auto say out certain easier alphabets like O, ABC to us or when she recognize it ! 

N recently she is also more frenly towards strangers, esp in the new house. N she learnt to sayang me or kiss me Machiam to console me or dote me! 

I'm feeling so loved this weekend. N papa yap has been cooking , doing up entire house scratch by scratch. Finance also he handle. Really love this man so much!! 

Miscarriaged

On 9th dec, just as I saw a faint line thinking I'm accidentally pregnant, I had a massive aching then terrible pain that was a lot times worse than menses. Then I felt something flow. Clots. N there, I'm late for menses or maybe I'm not. I feel heartache. Like a part of me is lost. 

I tried for bb again in dec. Thinking ovulation is XMAS week. Yes, the time came I have missed my menses no matter how late it was suppose to come. 

After almost 20 kits, all digital showed I'm preg 1-2 weeks. And I tot scan might not have anything but I'm just kpo. I sense something is not right. 

So I went. Only to be told I have miscarriaged. Or going to miscarriage. Left womb nothing anymore. Right womb looks positive. However it's past my dates. Weeks already but no sign of a sac. Hence he concluded I have miscarriaged. Blighted ovum I googled. 

Dear babies, I really wish U all can come to our family. Dear right womb, I'm going scan soon. Pls be alive. Pls let mummy love U.