Hello to the birthday girl.
And so, I could almost be a sulking woman.
I could to go work, i just sunk into eating junk food. I thought perhaps food could cheer me up.
At this point in time, nobody could cheer me up no matter what.
Why did i crave for a baby when I am not that finacially prepared?
I am a lymphoma cancer patient in 2007.
I braved through this horrible period of my life.
In 2008, i recovered.
In 2012, I got married to my love.
and in 2013, I was retrenched by the bank.
And that was during my marriage , almost the entire team burnt.
Nevertheless, I was about to resign and venture into my apparel business anyway.
I wanted to accomplish 2 things.
Business venture and should I fail, I can always go back to work.
Get a baby. I hope that should one day I pass on, leaving my kid(s) behind for my husband and families would be great memory and gift. And I hope to do it asap. I dont believe in having to have 400k to own a kid. I only believe (naively i know), that, a baby can complete a family as well as, as long as I work hard, i can definitely feed my baby and myself.
And of cos lah, the very pampered kid, I have financial backing from my dad. That is, if i really that broke.
As of now, I definitely can go without a job, and feed my kid with my remaining savings even if my biz failed. Hence, I know if i got a child, i can afford to wait til it is born and perhaps til 1-2years old.
Of course, after I complete this dream, I can go get a job and help my husband release burdens.
Yes, many think why are u trying to conceive when You are running a biz, You have just completed deg, You could continue ur sales bank life. WHY?
I wanted to be a full woman. Yes, im really traditional. But which woman, even a lesbian, as time pass, in one moment, or one particular day, every woman will hope to have someone to rely on, and most like me, would hope to have a kid, be it my own child, or adopted.
